I like St. Ignatius Church. It's visual forms are attractive to me. They remind of me of travel, of all the churches I've seen in Europe. I feel like a visitor in ornate religious environments. When I was growing up, I did not experience this kind of church. The churches I attended consisted of a cross, usually hung on the front wall, a pulpit, and a table. Musical instruments usually sat onstage, with a flower arrangement set in a vase atop the piano. But that was all there was to the visual representations of religious belief in my father's church. Unlike old European cathedrals, where was no ancient feeling of reverential belief. Marble statues, mosaics, oil paintings, tapestries, stained glass, candles, bas reliefs, wood carvings, crypts, tombs, holy bones, robes, pointy hats, incense, processionals, Latin, chanting. The art and artifice of both occidental and oriental religious belief did not really exist. Perhaps this absence of representations of faith explains both my current fascination with churches like St. Ignatius as well as my feeling of being a tourist in these churches. I cannot experience the real feelings on display, the sincerity and depth of faith, but I see it and wish to record it. Nostalgia for a faith I once felt could be the underlying motivation here. |
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